On Wednesday, March 13, 2019, God showed up in our home in Baja California, Mexico, and revealed himself to Randal in a personal way through visions, miracles, prophecies, and the undeniable, inaudible voice of almighty God. We wrote a book about our story and make the attempt to explain what happened and the dramatic results. And yet, it is all so wonderfully inaccurate. Who can contain almighty God? Who can describe him? Who can capture but a glimpse of his glory, majesty, and holiness?
Randal has shared a couple of things about Jesus that neither of us knew before. The God he saw is not defined by the laws of physics—or by any laws. He does not fit into any box we try to create. No words in any language can adequately describe him; they simply do not exist. And at the same time . . . if anyone saw and experienced Jesus as he did, they would have no choice but to love him with every ounce of their being, down to the last subatomic particle. When you experience the height and depth and breadth of his love, it consumes you. As Paul wrote in Romans 11:33, “Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable his judgments, and his paths beyond tracing out!”
I have heard Randal say many times, “If everybody could experience him as I did, everybody would want Jesus as their best friend. He would be the center of everyone’s lives, and the world would be a different place.” I didn’t have the privilege of experiencing Jesus in the way Randal did during God’s visit. However, as a witness, I can attest my husband’s supernatural encounter with God that has altered the course of his life and my life forever. Unfortunately, not everyone will experience Jesus in this way. And that’s why it’s important we tell our story as God requested. We may not be able to fully describe who Jesus is, but we can share our experiences with others and give them a glimpse of the love and joy that comes from knowing him.
Prior to God showing up, sharing our story to the world is not something we would ever consider doing. Our story is filled with brokenness. Randal and I have loved God most of our lives, but we were broken people who were disobedient to him. And still, unbeknownst to us, during the darkest times, he’s been there holding us up, propping us up, even though we've strayed, even though our journey and walk with him has gone back and forth. He’s always been there. Even when we didn’t hear him, he was there. And yet he showed up when we didn’t deserve it.
Randal and I were married eight years, divorced for five years, and have been back together for thirteen years. Even though we both believed in Jesus for most of our lives, we continued to struggle and never seemed to have stability in our marriage and family relationships. Our lives were filled with chaos, bankruptcies, lawsuits, mental illness from a traumatic brain injury, infidelity, shame, lost businesses, and the never-ending stress from trying to blend our family from our past failed marriages. Through all the chaos we endured throughout our lives —there was reason behind it, and when God supernaturally healed Randal, he also began healing me. God gave all of Randal’s days meaning, by showing him that even at his worst, he still had value. The bad days, the good days, the most terrible days, the greatest days of pain. He gave each one meaning. Why did he choose to reveal himself in this way and heal Randal? I’ve learned that everything is not for us to understand. God showed up and gave two very broken people many gifts and for us to give our children. He became Randal’s Dad when he lost his and really needed one. He did the same for me. He is a really good Papa who knows how to give good gifts to his children. He’s everybody’s Dad. That’s the story—that we have a really good Dad who gives good gifts to his children. It’s a story about a promise he made to me, a twelve-year-old hurting little girl who lost her brother and father to suicide in a three-week period and how he comforted and healed that pain. It’s about healing and redeeming us and restoring a broken marriage so we can create a new legacy through his miraculous intervention.
Our story is about glorifying God’s boundless love and his supernatural power to heal the brokenhearted and to have intimacy with every person on this earth. It’s about him being a Father to a fatherless world. That’s the beautiful love story that God wants us to tell, and you to know. It’s taken us a while to grasp it. We discovered that even though there’s so much tragedy and trauma in our story, God was there with us the whole time. And he is with you too. He may not show up in your house as he did literally in ours, but that doesn’t mean his presence isn’t there with you, showering you with blessings and hope, calling you to a purpose greater than yourself. Our Papa’s love is boundless. The Bible speaks of it, the cross demonstrates it.
No matter how broken you are; no matter how much you believe your life is messed up,
ruined; no matter how many mistakes you’ve made—God’s love covers them all. God’s love can
heal them all. God’s love can give purpose to them all. Today joy pours from our hearts. We are living the days he ordained for us. Nothing is greater. Thank you for all the gifts you give us and continue to give us, Father. You truly are a good, good Papa.
To read our entire story, you can find our book, Beyond Impossible on Amazon.